1. |
Pay Up
05:06
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Watch my brother slowly die
For the boss to laugh and lie
It ain't no secret
Just self hate
Send your men for your mistake
The big mans safe
Locked in his room
He pushes his button
We all go boom
It's a problem you can’t admit
Lucky for you we can’t quit
You can’t admit
To your own mistake
So we have to pay up
Safe and sound
Hugged in a chair
While I'm begging for some air
It's no system it's a choice
Send your men and take their voice
I can’t speak, I can’t choose, I can’t live I just lose
You ask for our forgiveness
You ask for us to shrug off your faults
It cannot be ignored
What is now, will be forevermore
Pay up now
Or serve the time
Choose sure death
Or commit a crime
Left with nothing but myself
Stuck inside a hollow shell
I'm good as dead
I'm born to plea
Abandoned from society
Seared in my brain, drives me insane, innocents dead, shot in the head
It's a problem you can’t admit
Just keep laughing I can't quit
You can’t admit
To your own mistake
So we have to pay up
Pay up
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2. |
Steamin
03:56
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Light me on fire
It's a desire
To release the entity within
Always wide awake to see
The red my eyes bleed
A freight train coming full speed
Shaking and shivering
Whole body quivering
Conscious was here, there it went
It's never a choice
Hatred has a voice
It spews out without content
On my knees
My brain it bleeds
The veins burst out of skin
Screaming and tearing
Sweating and gasping
The steam has taken its win
No holding back
My mind sits in silence
But my words will spit in your face
What's said is said
And now I'm on my own
The verbal attacks have turned to broken bones
Baphomet help me
He rides by my side
He is a lively guide
The steam has taken its win
Filled my life with sin
Took control I'm paralyzed
Serve at its wish
Kill a man end his life
And kill his bitch
Guilt and self hatred
Swim through my blood
The steam now seeps down through the mud
Steamin
The steam consumes you beyond all control
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3. |
Shitlist
04:50
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Acting like you’ve got
A mind of your own
God-like being
Lost in compulsive lies
Staying deadly
Staying true
The hunt is after you
Earned a line on the list
You had it comin’
Killing those who exist
With their names upon the list
Earned the spot don’t fight it
Just keep silent
Skeeved around for far too long in a place you don’t belong
You’ve earned yourself a spot
On the treacherous Shitlist
Shitlist
Shit List
You earned yourself a spot on the Shitlist
Shitlist
Shit List
Fucked around and got put on a deadly Shitlist
What you spill comes back in the form of an attack
Crying out in agony
Not a notice or care just cheers
You’re blinded by the blood
That’s dripping from your skull
As seconds go by you wish the razor had dulled
As seconds go by you wish the razor had dulled
You had it comin’ this time
You wish the razor dulled
Can’t stop
The bleeding
It’s leaking so endlessly, never ceasing
You’re writhing
In malicious writings
An endless flow of self inflicted pain you always gain
It’s passing
Begging for the nothing you lamely grasp
This time will pass, this time will pass
You had it comin’
Brought upon yourself
Drowning in your own torment
Can’t even see it, but your life is being shortened
Shitlist
Shitlist
Shit List
You earned yourself a spot on the deadly Shitlist
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4. |
Comfort in Pain
04:15
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Pain
I don't want it but I need it
It comforts the me I wanna be
Joy around the corner but I run so I cannot see
Yes I know I'm dying
But I cherish my disease
I've shunned the cure from existence
How much longer will I be
We're twisting minds, we're setting straight
In my mind it's the same
Virtues driven by despair
Broken brains are spilling everywhere
Even though life’s perfect
I wanna believe that itsshit
Convinced those around me so I can get the all that I can get
Yes i know I'm dying
But i cherish my disorder
Sheltered in black pits of hell
To live out satan's order
We're twisting minds, we're setting straight
In my mind it's the same
Virtues driven by despair
Broken brains are spilling everywhere
We're twisting minds, we're setting straight
In my mind it's the same
Wallowing in self pity
Brings an image that makes me be
"My disease my choice"
"I hate this life but I don't wanna see the light”
Now that my deaths near
The one I had begged for
It’s staring me in the eye
Somebody help me so I can exist
Savoring this last wish
A contradiction of my virtues
It’s staring me in the eye
Somebody help me so I can exist
Staring at you from hell
Help me so I can exist!
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Sporadix California
Drums: Trenton Lockhart
Bass: Damian Samas
Lead Guitar/ Backing vox:Justin Simmons
Lead Vox/Rhythm Guitar: Daniel Young
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